i can't live like this anymore.

04/09/2010

04/09/2010

  

i really can't live like this anymore...

i am unhappy the way i am. i almost hate myself. in fact, i think i do.

i need to change.

all my life, ive been impaired by my body. ive never really had a chance to; participate in gym class back in high school, go to the beach without a shirt on, talk to a girl without feeling embarrassed and hopeless, be my true self without feeling self conscious and different. 

when you're like this, life does just tend to pass you by indeed. i feel that i haven't even lived life yet, and 20 years have already passed.

these photos do not reflect who i truly am and i need to change this.

start.

hello all,
welcome to my blog, which will entail my fitness/weight loss journey. first of all, here are some facts about myself.

sex: male
age: 20
weight: 108kg (238lbs)
height: 1.80m (5feet 11inches)
target weight: 80kg (176lbs)
actions to take: total cut on fast food, daily 5km (3.1mile) jog/walk, gym session every second day.

every few days/week, i will post my current weight, the steps that i've been taking to achieve my goals, the food that i have eaten and my floating thoughts.

some initial body photos will come out soon.

please follow and support me, i need all the help i can get :)

thanks for reading.